ACCIDENTAL EMBODIMENT
Jun 01, 2022
Anxiety feels like a disturbed ants nest in my chest.
Times like these I reach for peace. Not for pleasure.
To lull the ants back into their home for rest.
I have to actively bring calm to my being. I really have to focus.
I remember the first time I unknowingly calmed.
Out of sheer desperation, sheer salvation.
I was saturated in overwhelm. Drowning in debt and in shame. I was trying to keep my mouth above water.
Whilst simultaneously, trying to rescue another from himself.
Sitting in my office chair of my sensuality boutique, I had to close my eyes and really focus.
I followed my breath all the way down to my feet and twinkled my toes.
I just had to get present.
Like minute to minute fucking present.
I had to get so clear of where I was, where my feet where, what I was touching, what I could physically feel, in that very moment and know that I was safe. Physically safe.
“Breath in, breath out” I would...
THERE IS A FIGHT IN ME!
Jun 01, 2022
This burning of ambition to support, nurture, hold the hand of and take care of the mother.
TO Awaken, Ignite, Reclaim… Her Pleasure.
Her Radiance. Her Juiciness for life.
Her Eros!
This energy, I feel it rising, steaming.
It’s a PLEASURE CRUSADE
To burn down the old way of burn out, exhaustion, doing it alone, depleted and deflated.
Not on my watch! Not in my care!
Bring me your wood log for the fire…
Branded upon it your miseries.
I want to hear your voice. I want to learn your thoughts, your feelings.
I want to hear the why’s of it all. Why you don’t have time, why you don’t have support, why you feel so stuck in your life, why you don’t have pleasure playing a staring role.
Let it pour out.
Pour it out until your cup is empty of all the reason, all the frustration, anger, hurt, the betrayal, the unfairness of it...
Author
Allonie Morris
Somatic Sexologist
Allonie Morris is a passionate Somatic Sexologist, Tantric Practitioner, creatress of Temple Venus and host of The Sexy, Sacred & Juicy Woman Podcast. Allonie is also a riveting speaker of eroticism and sexuality, workshop facilitator and a specialist in Erotic Embodiment.
